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It was on this day, ten years ago, that I first discovered the name of this series.
Four years later from then I would find myself here, now more mired in the Touhou community in the west;
yet despite originally being shy, throughout this decade, I've only become more and more invested in the series and communities
...and I don't see that changing even as I face the another decade...
So, where do I stand after a full decade? What sort of grandiose post will I make to commemorate this hallmark?
Uh, well...
Nothing much grandiose that's ready, really...
As I stand, I'm kinda just doing the usual busy works from the progress journal... kinda slow on that still...
But! I do have stuff I can post! ...But it's nothing grandiose like before, or anything like that, not really...
...:bademoticon:
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...There is something beyond this journal I can say and do though. Not nothing has been going on for the three years I have not made a post about this date, that's for sure.
I have to come clean about one thing, during the ten years of being a fan of Touhou, I have never posted much beyond Walfas, and while in the sixth year I mentioned I have a place to give back to the Touhou Project series and outreaching community, the reality is that I don't do that in any way major.
At least, not in a way that's been public...
Many friends already personally know that I do art that I've admitted to be vastly shy about posting because it's always "not done", or something. Art is a medium of creating I've always loved about Touhou ever since the first Touhou video I mentioned, and for many early years I was dying to contribute to the giant's pool that is Touhou's fan artwork collective. Of course, in this day n' age? I know I'm vastly outclassed as an artist, and heck, back when I got into the series, I had given up art of any form in Middle School when I lost all drive for anything, and with it any art skill I ever had lost, and Art is something before than I used to enjoy.
That is a different story now. While I was back than very shy about posting because I wanted to finalize and polish art I had on the back burner from even back during High School. That was never realistic because showing WIP to friends is what keep me doing more art from their feedback, so this hiding of my art is something that will stay no longer. For this year, I'm breaking another shell, and opening my art and all its many weaknesses so that I can nurture a skill that's been in the works since late High School.
I will be posting the art I've got into a good state. Largely all unfinished, yes, but very much presentable, all for the sake of the people who watch me to leave comments, feedback, and thoughts on the medium I've dipped my toes into over the years as I work steadily to finish it. For this to be understood, a lot of the art I will post on this profile will be labeled as "WIP" because even if animations and still images are presentable, the reality is that I absolutely go back and change art all the time to have more completion to it, so it's indeed all Work in Progress.
What I will also say is that the kind of art I make on a medium where it is meant to be applicable and theoretically usable in things. It's actually part of an art project I'm focusing on, and the people who know me well already know that I not only have once before, but that there is a specific niche my personal art will be focusing on which is central to this art project.
I call it:
The "You should love these obscure Touhou characters more you silly, unseeing children!" Effort
...But more realistically, I'll call this effort:
Project Resurgence
In Touhou Project's early and older, games, art, and stories today, there are "Obscure Residence of a Presetting Era" that live in the shadow of the named and referenced. These residents are just as dynamic as the lives that proliferate the Gensokyo realm, yet are unmentioned, and even forgotten by their creators, and most importantly, the creator...
It is a volatile matter, and it is time to voluntarily bring Resurgence to an incomplete realm. It is time to take a stand in a floor-less void of possibilities and future. Since birth, they have not known love or attention, and rather than leave fate to run its course with them, we take the stand as they continue to fall in this void, and build them a platform to land on.
We have the power and strength to make what was left behind have their boost. We have the power and strength to tap the untapped potential that can change the face of this realm in its entirety. We have the power and strength to grow and nurture them into something new and wonderful. If we are ready, then we should start...
...because I know I already have...
A great undertaking on my part, yes, but now I have named the effort that so many know me for today. Beyond just a love for Touhou PC-98, I say nay, it's my love for the great region of untapped and unused content ZUN has left for fans, yet they haven't taken up what is a golden opportunity that has now, for me, been a dream to see come to the forefront of Touhou's fanbase.By now, it should be clear who I'm talking about, and these characters I am talking about are listed here in order of appearance:
The tiny wish-granting fairy
Noroiko
Matenshi
Hikariko
Masharin
Ayana
Mika & Senkou
zun005
zun006
zun007
zun008
zun009
zun010
Oekaki girls
DiPP's cover girl
Comiket 62's DiPP shrine maiden
Rin Satsuki
Layla Prismriver
Youki Konpaku
Tenma
As it stands, while many have official designs, with some that don't, many are nameless and all don't really have agreed upon fan-made personalities. Even characters like Layla and Tenma don't have agreed upon designs even though ideas are out there.
Irony is very strong, as technically Daiyousei and Koakuma should be on this list, but don't really require the amount of effort these characters do to be put out there. The names and popularity were products of the right time and place for new fans to speculate and decide on the identity of these two that has been grounded into the Touhou experience.
My question has always been "If Daiyousei and Koakuma are part of the Touhou experience, why do we leave some characters out?" to fellow fans. With the reality that is characters left unnamed and unexplored, my dream is to give to the Touhou community by large the reminder that you haven't explored everything with the series, and, in fact, are missing what's been in plain view since 1997.
Of course, you may argue that I'm leaving out characters like Myouren Hijiri (even though he's dead), Taisui Xingjun (even though they would attempt to destroy Gensokyo), that boss and the many PC-98 midbosses, the stage enemy characters, the-girl-on-the-HRtP-banner-who-may-or-may-not-be-Kikuri, those-two-angel-dudes-who-are-annoying-to-deal-with-already-like-Sariel, or even Jun, but understand that my goal has never been to leave these characters out, no matter how generic, plenty can and should should have a place in terms of usage in fan-made content.
In fact, if I could have my way, these characters would be included as background character art pieces to games and sophisticated art creations so as to not leave them out of good fan art pieces showing the (almost) entire cast of Touhou. There are a number out there today in Japan who have existing knowledge of every character and design in Touhou, so my dream involves a more western signal boost of these obscure characters with substantial enough appearances.
In the past I've said I've loved every character, and I do very much do, but I extended more attention of mine to those that I think need and deserve it. With great irony that my favorites are often times outclassing the listed characters from above, my shtick is to expand this project to the Touhou community at large. I don't honestly want to have made my big post for the decade I've known Touhou to be under the promise that new content is coming, but I already know there is no deadline for this, and I can take as much time to polish this as possible. That said, I spoke with 'we' because already there is art made of these characters that is because I put them out there, and while ultimately I don't ultimately want total creation art to be focused on me, I do want to inspire people to do more with these characters, and I know ultimately I'm working on art that's aimed at being used and posted to more expansive areas, like Pixiv eventually too.
Such things I will aim to create is focused on the medium I can do, pixel art. I'm going to create art that's whole focus is expanding and filling what many Touhou fangames and even official games themselves are missing: obscure Touhou character inclusion. That's indeed why I'm posting new WIP art for the following.
Walfas Customs:
Touhou PC-98 Era-styled Shoot 'em Up styled sprites:
Touhou(mon) Puppet Dance Performance sprites:
Of course, I'm not going to forget characters like the HRtP ending characters, the many shrine maidens and misc characters, and even other underrated named Touhou characters, but since I'm not prolific, I just haven't really gotten to these things yet. In many ways I would love help in creating some things like (especially) Walfas customs and StG sprites, I won't immediately call on people for requests n' stuff though.
I will close my decade's worth of time with Touhou knowing I know how a formally announced a focus, and to break past old self-imposed limits that held me back from posting and giving back to the wonderful people in the Touhou Project community, and to the series that started it all, and of course my hero, ZUN. I hope my the time it's the next decade of me being a Touhou Project fan, which will continue forevermore, that my dream can come true, and that in Touhou's lifetime, no Touhou character is truly left behind.
It's been too long since I've made another callback to this date. While I started my Walfasing as a Fifth Year as a Fan of the Touhou Project with old favorites and a simple outlook, and continue into my Sixth Year as a Touhou Project Fan with that year being dedicated to Touhou's stories giving me more to say on the series itself and thanks to the community I've stayed with, and late to create my Seventh Year as a Touhou Project Fan with a broadly expanded outlook and newfound creative passion for a select set of characters, I would see myself on self-imposed hiatus from doing another anniversary picture for three whole years, not only due to two full-time student years in college, but being at the precipice of a contest, and the clean-up of college that stole my time to otherwise do the projects I set out to do in years where I had time to do them, this would lead me to decide to hold off until the date where I truly hit a milestone I could not ignore.
Now, I stand before the world everyday reminded that while I still have much to do, improve, and go forward with, I would not have done this all without the drive and passion the Touhou Project and its creator has bestowed upon me. If we could count this day as an end result, there would be countless examples both personal and factual Touhou allowed changes on. Starting all the way back in Middle School even, I couldn't be more oblivious to the destiny laid out before me that kicked off with something so silly (which itself was a re-upload of a re-upload). Even after finding the video that truly started it all, I wouldn't even know the name of the series, yet find myself grossly, hopelessly addicted to the music by this same uploader who never once spoke on the series name.
The day I saw what the series was called was the day I would unintentionally skip out on homework to search everything I could regarding the series out of the interest brewed into me by the series' music. Ever since then, here I am, happy to have spent that time as it got me to care about living life, so I wouldn't be intentionally skipping any more important duties from then on; Touhou stopped me from giving up back then when I had no drive or motivation. I never would have had the drive or motivation I do now, Touhou not only gave me something to look forwards to every time I would come home from school, but it seriously kicked my sorry butt out of state of mind where I use to think I would never amount to anything, and that there was nothing in this lonely world I could work towards.
Hoo boy, how that all changed.
Nowadays, I can't spend a single waking moment not doing something, or moving forwards with life, and making progress to amount to something and someone who I can be and be happy with. I can't even remember the last time I wasn't just thankful for every day I could wake up to enjoy or do something new and exciting. As cheesy as it may be to say, the world isn't so washed-out and lifeless anymore because Touhou got me to appreciate the bright and colorful world of Earth. I'm endlessly thankful for friends I've been allowed to make when having something like Touhou made me start trying to be a better person in Middle School instead my young, annoying, selfish old self. Now I'm even able to stand up in front of a crowd of people and give a testimony on the new outlooks I have with life, faith, and passion.
Even small things in the grand scheme of things can change a person's life, give comfort and solace from the life that is full of pains and strifes, and provide the backbones and stepping stones to bigger and better things. For me, that has been Touhou which has done all of this and more...
THANKS ETERNALLY TO OTA JUN'YA FOR ALL TEN YEARS OF TOUHOU PROJECT AMAZEMENT, AND TO THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE TODAY. EVERY ONE OF YOU PUSH ME TO BE A BETTER PERSON EVERY SINGLE DAY I LIVE! I AM SO HAPPY AND THANKFUL FOR YOU ALL MAKING THE SERIES THAT ALREADY CHANGED MY LIFE THAT MUCH MORE PHENOMENAL.
I LOOK FORWARDS TO BEING HERE MORE AND GROWING PASSION, LOVE, CAREER, AND SUCCESS. I HOPE I WAS A FORCE FOR GOOD AND/OR JOY FOR MANY OF YOU AS WELL!
May life continue go on.
May life continue to be wonderful.
May life give us all knowledge.
May life give reason to love.
May life give no reason to hate.
May life give rise to great changes.
May life bring more learning.
May life bring more fun.
May life bring dreams to completion.
May life bring us more empathy.
May life bring us time to use wisely.
And may God bless us.
Walfas Station Wagon—Diz
With a decade, and focus behind me, I will press on 'til I can't anymore with a smile.
With a decade, and focus behind me, I will press on 'til I can't anymore with a smile.
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A Message from Me to Someone Beyond Irreplaceable
So, for a long while, I've gone silent on the matter of my intent as a person, and that shouldn't be a surprise to most of my friends because I've been very reserved about sharing things about me, and that hasn't changed in a world where people doxx or dupe based on information; however, I realize it's rather silly of me to not open up at least a little about why I am, who I am, or what I do, and it's because I'm here to talk about that today that I find it's probably best to make this less about me and more the people, or in this case one person who helped make me who I am today.
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Reminder: Town Haul today at 4:30 P.M. Central
Please refer back to the Town Haul for December 2018 announcement for the list of topics to cover so we are all up to speed on the order we will go through in the meeting. If you need a reference for what time it is in central, refer to this and compare it with your time zone accordingly.
Please note that for those in pacific time, this reminder came two hours early from the day this is referring too, the Town haul is on December 22, 2018 on Saturday, so this will be the exact date for the Town Haul.
The meeting can watched via livestream link here: https://www.twitch.tv/ort451 or on https://www.youtube.com/user/ORT451/live
We hope you folk
Town Haul for December 2018
Greetings everyone, it's been a while since the last Town Haul, and while that's fortunate in some aspects that nothing has come up, there has been things that have come up that we do need to think about as it regards the future of the entire DeviantArt side of our community, that being said, details to come below. Town Haul will take place on Dec. 22nd. The time will be 4:30 P.M Central time. However, votes will still be taken here in the event a new time is needed by most of our attendees, in that case, please leave a comment: https://doodle.com/poll/dn3ant2mv2w75bcy
Meetings will take place on the Walfas Station Wagon's Discord and throug
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I don't think I've ever seen something as heartfelt and inspirational as this written about Touhou. I want to write loads more Touhou stories, then make my own original stories and bring a huge amount of joy into the world now, but this isn't about me, it's primarily about you and your journey. Thank you for sharing the contents of your heart with us.